What has this country become...

This is so depressing.
Why... Why... Why...
What have I done wrong that I must get this?
I don't deserve this.
What in the world is wrong with my favorite magazine?
Just because of some guys create some riot and threaten will destroy those bookshops selling men's magazine, now my favorite magazine cannot be found anymore anywhere anytime.
Oh my magazine... Where art thou?
I damned thee who cause this....

I don't know whether I should tell you what's my favorite magazine is.
Well what if I just give you a little hint.....

in my language it means Majalah Buat Pria.
to translate it in a really bad way, it means reading book for dudes...

That's a little hint only right?

Peace Out...................

Burn it now.............

Burn it... burn........

No, not house, not riot and stuff. What I mean is shisha. Let's explore a bit about shisha.

Shisha is a traditional Middle Eastern or Asian device for smoking. It is also known as a water pipe, nargeela/arghileh/nargile, hookah, kalyan, ghelyoon or Ghalyan, or hubble bubble. It works by water filtration and indirect heat.

It is said to have originated in India or perhaps even as far as China. Shisha smoking is particularly popular in the Arab Middle East where coffee shops attract people with an almost irresistible scent. Nowadays, shisha smoking is a seemingly unbreakable social habit in popularity, especially among non Arabs. There are two different styles of shisha those from Turkey and those from Egypt.

A shisha's ability to produce pleasant, non irritating smoke has lead many to believe that shisha smoking is less destructive to one's health than most other methods of smoking cigarettes. Unlike cigarettes, where smoke is produced by the ignition and burning of tobacco, shisha produce a flavorful smoke by heating moistened tobacco. Research has shown that fewer cancer danger because the tobacco is heated, rather than burned.

Have you tried shisha before? At least once?

Running...Running......

Haha. What I did today was kind of fun. Or sucks by what others think. But anyway I just have to write this experience eventhough it sounds so lame.

Well this morning I was assigned by my boss to get a couple of pre-paid numbers for mobile phones and also one usb-mouse. Because of the place to buy handphones and accesories is so near to my office, I can just walk to there. Maybe I haven't mentioned about this before, I work right beside ITC Roxy Mas, Jakarta. Everybody here in Jakarta know that if you want to buy mobile phones with the cheapest price, you should go there.

Ok. So I went there and look for some prepaid numbers. I tried to find the cheapest and coolest number I can get. So after quite a while, I find them. Paid for them and buy 2 top-up vouchers along. After that I start looking for the usb-mouse. I forgot to mention again, this ITC Roxy Mas is 5 storeys high building. So it's enough for you to loose a couple of kilograms if you run around from down to top or top to down of the building. Start looking and only can find a couple of shops that sell computer mouse. Unfortunately both of them are only selling ps2-mouse. So I asked the security there and ask where to get this usb-mouse. He said that there are a few shops but they are outside of this building. So they are in the business complex beside it, my office complex.

When I start looking, it's still fine. But than in like half an hour, it starts raining. Damn I have to run around and find places as a shelter. haha. But that kinds of fun. Run in the rain, etc......

Why does this happen to me...

Actually it's my fault. Yesterday at work was like hell. I was so tired, so sleepy, so ........ Right at 5pm, I straigt away went home. Reached home, got into my room, lay on the floor without taking off or changing my clothes. And sleep... Around 9pm I got awake. Had to eat something, so hungry. After that I couldn't sleep anymore. So I played a game. X-Men II Rise Of Apocalypse. It was interesting. And so additive. Didn't realize it's alreay 4am. So I turned off the computer and went to sleep. Around 7am my mom and my sis wake me up. Took a bath, get dress, and set to the office. I know that I'll be late to the office. But didn't thought it'll be that late. Right when I want to get out of my house neighborhood, the traffic already quite crazy. Patience....listened to radio....eat some snacks....waste time in the car. After that traffic, it's ok. No traffic untill the road beside the tollway. Usually I take that road. But the traffic was nuts. So I took a detour and head to the tollway. It was better. I reached the office at 9.20am. When I was supposed to be in the office by 8am. Damn........

Out of nowhere...

I was just replying my friend's message from friendster. He was saying that working life is boring. But I don't agree with him. So I start typing and out of nowhere these sentences come out of my mind. And I think it's a good think to share with you all...

No, you're wrong. Working life, start living as an adult is not boring. It's challenging. Somethink like adventure. In fact previous lifestyle is "boring" because you only need to follow on the path. That path is already there, provided, fully available. The thing is you only need to choose between do you want to take the path or not. But now, with this new lifestyle you need to create the path to your future. You can either make the good path, easy path, great path, bad path, worst path, full of struggle path or any other kind of path. So you are in total control of your future. Like what I read somewhere, "if this life doesn't make you crazy, why bother living it?" We're human, we need the adrenaline rush. It excites us.

Well... Actually what I wrote to him wasn't like this. Because as I start typing here, the ideas keep coming to my brain and send the signal to my fingers to start hitting the keyboard and type. I kind of like this, can I be a writer? Isn't it sweet if I can write my own book, publish it, sell it to some bookstores, and probably winning some of readers' hearts and they make my book as best seller. Any idea what kind of topic will be a good starter for me?

One day....

One day I'll get my favorite Kawasaki's Dirtbike
One day I'll get my own crib
One day I'll get a letter of resignation for my Boss
One day I'll get a hold of business on my own
One day I'll get people to do work for me
One day I'll get a grip of what people called dream
One day I'll get all Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution cars
One day I'll get someone be by my side eternally
One day I'll get my life in a comfortable living style
One day I'll get myself in a seat where I can control and get what I want
One day I'll get acknowledgement from all
One day I'll get a taste of total freedom

And when the day comes, I'll be complete....